What're you waiting for?

"You say you wanna change the world- well what're you waiting for?"

I don't know what I'm waiting for. Or for sure what I even want. It's hard because I'd like to focus more on what YOU want-therefore I try to block out my wants. Still I seem to be acting with MY best interests in mind rather than yours. Which makes me totally contradict myself. It's like there's a road block in the way. Like I am at a crossroads. But is it with you? The world? Myself? Is it all in my head?

Psalms ??? 34-35 says “Salt is good, but if salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? It is of no use either for the soil or for the manure pile. It is thrown away. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.”

I don't want to be useless to You. But sometimes I feel like Satan's strongest hold on me is that I get so easily content being immobile. Stale. Deaf.

I want to make a difference. But that can't happen if my state of mind doesn't change. So let me hear what you have to say...